I'm really sorry about what happened....unfortunately I can't do anything to ease your pain. All I can do is pray for you....I really hope some of what you said is just your anger talking....don't lose faith in love or relationships just because one guy fucked you over. There's someone for you....but first...you have to heal.

I'll keep you in my prayers...just don't give up.

~Zoo

Thanks, Zoo. Yeah, maybe part of it is my anger talking but it will probably be a VERY long time before I get close to any guy and open up to them and risk being hurt again! I'm not going to let myself get hurt over and over and over again!

~Band Girl~

Band Girl- don't let this one guy get you down like that... he's an (grr~profanity) anyways. You are such a wonderful person... and letting one person ruin the chances for the rest would hurt so much.

I know i'm not the first person you'd come to talk to, but if you need someone- I'm here (your "girls")

~Liv

He's an ass. We all know it. But somehow you loved him anyway. I'm here for ya, and....GO SEDUCE SOME COLLEGE GUYS!! hee hee. i love you alysha!!! Anyway, although i do understand where he's coming from, more importantly i understand you. And if you need me, I'm here. Trust me there are better, non asshole, hotter, more intelligent without the arrognance guys with actual souls out there. and youre gonna find one goddamnit!!!!

I don't know what happened, but I'll keep you in my prayers little one. Take care of yourself, ok?

All my love,

Alex

Okay, for those of you who know Peter and I, you know that we were going out. Well, as of last Friday, he broke up with me.

I appreciate everyone's thoughts and prayers. I would also like to thank Sarah for being there for me(even though she thinks it is all my fault. )(Even thought our break up has nothing to do with what I told you!)

And everyone might think Peter is an arrogant jerk, but really, he isn't! And I'm probably the only one who thinks so, but I think Peter is cute. And even though you, Sarah, keep telling me to go "SEDUCE SOME COLLEGE GUYS", I highly doubt I will and if I even try to find another guy I won't find one as cute as I think Peter is or a nice and caring. Just my thoughts....

~Band Girl~

Alysha....I know where you're comming from. I've been stabbed through the heart a lot. Every relationship I've had except for one, I've been cheated on. At times I feel that I can't trust the next guy that comes along and that all guys are worthless. Don't worry there's a guy out there somewhere that isn't going to screw things up. I found one awhile back. But things just didn't work out in the end.

I go through periods where I think all guys are assholes and that no one really has the heart to love me or think anything good of me. And that's bad on my part. I guess I really shouldn't think those kinds of things, but unfortunatly I do.

Trust me, you don't want to put yourself through it. It's hell. And I'd hate to see you go through it.

Maybe it's a good thing to be single for awhile. It's almost been a whole year since I've had a boyfriend. And sometimes I'm glad it's been that way for the most part.

Keep your head up kiddo!!

Love ya,
~carebear~

I've already read through this, and I wanted to tell you again that it's beautiful.

Don't worry about it, not one is truly worth your pain, turst me. Love will come back to you, at least it did to me... and I'm the bloody nightmare around here! So, if someone can love me, than by Heaven's sake you'll find someone very soon. : )

I'm a nightmare, a disaster, that's what they always said... I love that song

Shadow

Its not all your fault, thats not what i meant, and you know it missy!!! Okay, so maybe you won't seduce some college guys but hey Sam's right, love will come back to you i'm sure of it.
And not with some asshole like peter.


I was just trying to help you understand Peter, god did i just say that?????? *shudders*

No one can understand Peter, Sarah! He's a guy, for one and two IT'S PETER! we are talking about here! lol I'm sure Sam is right because God has put the desire to get married in me and He wouldn't do that if He wasn't going to let that come true! So, yes love probably will come back to me but it's still the fact of everything that has happened (if that makes any sence at all, it does to me).

~band girl~

Alright sarah... let's not use God's name in vein... good luck with it all...

Capt. over and out!

I wouldnt sweat it I mean really if the first person you dated was the one for you then why would every one be scared of losing that person. I mean there is many different people out there and there are also many othere guys then that ******...........ummm yeah any ways I am sure there is someone for you. AN d i have never seen anyone that has got married to the first person they dated!!!




~spiffy~