Published on June 13, 2005 By acband_girl In Personal Relationships
It's hasn't even been a week,
But I still find myself missing you.

I feel so secure, so safe
In your arms.

You hold me, you make me feel different.
I feel like I am actually worth something.

Now, today, I have 35 days,
I have to wait 35 days to see you.

We "talk" through email,
But I feel something missing.

I have pictures to look at, of you.
But I miss your voice.

I miss the loving comments, you wisper in my ear.
I miss the way your hand feels in mine.

I MISS YOU!!!!!

~Band Girl~

I know I don't have it as bad as some people. I know my boyfriend could have graduated and moved away. Trust me Sarah, I know, I don't have it as bad as you! You are so strong, I admire you so much! But I'm not strong, I'm bearly making it through the 39 days that I don't get to see my boyfriend. People are probably thinking to themselves, "Wow, this girl is really possessive. How can anyone stand to be her boyfriend?". But what can I do, this is just how God made me.

Comments
on Jun 13, 2005
IF I had a girlfriend, I'd probably feel much the same way you do...don't sweat it, there's nothing wrong with missing someone.

~Zoo
on Jun 14, 2005
Alysha~ in a way, you have it worse, I can get in my car and drive the hour to go see him when i can. Its hard, but one way I feel better is to pretend that he with me. Like what he would say if he were sitting with me and dinner or something simple like that. It sounds weird, and corny but it helps me a lot. And if its any condolence, it always feels better seeing Brandon after a long time (like a week lol) then it does just seeing him everyday. When they say absence makes the heart grow fonder, its actual true. So in the end it all turn out okay.