It's hasn't even been a week,
But I still find myself missing you.
I feel so secure, so safe
In your arms.
You hold me, you make me feel different.
I feel like I am actually worth something.
Now, today, I have 35 days,
I have to wait 35 days to see you.
We "talk" through email,
But I feel something missing.
I have pictures to look at, of you.
But I miss your voice.
I miss the loving comments, you wisper in my ear.
I miss the way your hand feels in mine.
I MISS YOU!!!!!
~Band Girl~
I know I don't have it as bad as some people. I know my boyfriend could have graduated and moved away. Trust me Sarah, I know, I don't have it as bad as you! You are so strong, I admire you so much! But I'm not strong, I'm bearly making it through the 39 days that I don't get to see my boyfriend. People are probably thinking to themselves, "Wow, this girl is really possessive. How can anyone stand to be her boyfriend?". But what can I do, this is just how God made me.